Saviour of the day.

Last Monday, as I was concentrating on finishing my never-ending assignments, then suddenly, this feeling of despair came out of nowhere. This sudden rush of thick desperation, came uninvited and caused a riot in my head. It was the feeling of loneliness, and above all, desperation for a deep rest.

Then I saw one of my besties online......Dayah.. She wanted to ask me about some misunderstandings in her excel calculations. So I helped her.

Then, as if she could read my heavily polluted mind, she asked, "Na, how r u? Na ok?"

Within that instant flash of words, I broke down. Its like being in a heavy rain after a long, great drought. She knew she had touched the trigger.

Then, both of us chatted for a while, giving support for each other and with a heavy heart, she had to leave the YM. Before she left, she told me one thing that I know I will always remember for as long as I live in this devilish world.

"If Allah decides to give you more difficulties in life, meaning He loves you more and you should too. "

As she walk back to her hostel, I took the opportunity to pray to Him and recited a few chapters of the Holy Quran. Felt a little bit better, I heard my phone buzzed on the drawer. I opened the sms, and I knew, that eventhough Dayah is far away from me, she knew that I still need more support than I used to several years ago. And she sent me a message that reads:

"If Allah loves somebody, He'll send His Iman;
If Allah loves him more, He'll give him strength to serve good deeds;
And if Allah loves him more than that, He will make his life difficult, especially to withhold and fight for his religion, and that's is the proof of Allah's love.
Fight and never give up, and Allah's love is a promise."

As I was on the verge of giving up, Dayah came around....and supported me. From then, I knew I owe her. BIG TIME.



Thanks dearie....