Decisions made.
I'm going to the event.
But I'm going alone.
Single.
Always dreamed of bringing an usher to my last dinner (during school times...).
But no opportunity this time, so deal with it la.
Maybe for Master's dinner kot.....
Hehe.. See lah if got rezeki. (Perasan~)
;p
Thursday, March 13
Wednesday, March 12
Him ^Part 1^
The thought of him makes me happy,
To say his name makes me flutter,
Each word rhymes like a melody,
Where Spring is for ever.
Hear me...
To say his name makes me flutter,
Each word rhymes like a melody,
Where Spring is for ever.
Hear me...
Saturday, March 8
Annual Dinner ::Part 1::
Hurmmm......
Course Night 2008.
The annual dinner will be held at Primula Hotel, March 14th, 2008. The theme will be Ocean Symphony.
Semi-formal.
RM 40 per head.
Should I go?
Shouldn't I go?
Heard that Adam told Ajwee there will be no entertainment whatsoever.
Great.
It'll be pure dinner function. With no music.
....
If I'm going, I'm gonna wear jeans.
Course Night 2008.
The annual dinner will be held at Primula Hotel, March 14th, 2008. The theme will be Ocean Symphony.
Semi-formal.
RM 40 per head.
Should I go?
Shouldn't I go?
Heard that Adam told Ajwee there will be no entertainment whatsoever.
Great.
It'll be pure dinner function. With no music.
....
If I'm going, I'm gonna wear jeans.
Thursday, March 6
Fool~
Everyday, you and me together,
Swore to love for ever,
Has always been a fighter,
Hearts and passion we master,
But eternal ain't what you're after.
Chorus
I've given my words with clearance,
But you never listen to each sentence,
Nor you ever let me into the silence,
Idyllic to you, festive in innocence,
you left me only with the heartburns,
I'm a fool.
Far destiny is such denial,
For what you did is such betrayal,
I'm buried down in the abyssal,
Could I get you back as my final?
After you've run a thousand mile.
Repeat chorus
Run away, it's useless now,
Hundreds of letters I vow,
Your dreams were foul,
I am dead and still,
I am a fool.
Swore to love for ever,
Has always been a fighter,
Hearts and passion we master,
But eternal ain't what you're after.
Chorus
I've given my words with clearance,
But you never listen to each sentence,
Nor you ever let me into the silence,
Idyllic to you, festive in innocence,
you left me only with the heartburns,
I'm a fool.
Far destiny is such denial,
For what you did is such betrayal,
I'm buried down in the abyssal,
Could I get you back as my final?
After you've run a thousand mile.
Repeat chorus
Run away, it's useless now,
Hundreds of letters I vow,
Your dreams were foul,
I am dead and still,
I am a fool.
I wrote this during the last EIA class. Was bored, n my friend asked for another lyric. So I did it. hurmmm..... I dont know. U rate it.
Sunday, March 2
Election's campaigns in T'ganu
Living in Tganu has brought many changes in my life. Before, I have discovered Penang as my dear hometown, moved to KL for a while, and now we have settled down in Shah Alam. Studying in Tganu was out of my options in life, but since the only places that offer a degree in Marine Biology is both in Sabah and Tganu, i took UMT as my prior choice; due to the fact that this secluded place was established far longer than UMS. So, the marine studies should be better than the one in Sabah. But that was just an opinion.
Let's go back to where I'm supposed to start. Elections=Campaigns. As far as I'm concern, all the places that I've stayed, all ruled by the government. So, it was and still is quite unfamiliar to be under a state influenced by the opposition party. To say, this state still under the gov, but the aura of an opposition party is quite strong here. And that's just the beginning, literally..
I am a Muslim, and I love my religion and country. I have faith in God and in peace. But then again, living here in KT has really challenged my mindset towards their offensive mentality. Why? Let me summarize some things that will make you wonder~
A few years back, the gov ruled this small state and willingly donated RM200 to each locals which was studying in the IPTA, but when the opposition won the following election, they asked each student to return each sen back. Why? I have no idea. Maybe bcoz they dont want their youngsters to be bribed to further their studies.... then look back to all the mat and minah rempit doing their stuffs each night, without consideration of others.
Before the gov won the election again 4 years ago, the city looked very much the same as any undeveloped suburban places. Since they won, the gov has spent a lot of money on raising the state to be a developed state, both economically, and spiritually. A lot has been done to civilize and educate this state to a better future. Including the on-going project of replicas of world's well-known mosques. I'm very thrilled with this idea, due to the fact that we could actually see the wonders of these mosques, eventhough they are just replicas. I'm not financially wealthy, so replicas will do. Hehe.. But the opposition party is so raved about this project, that they are stating this idea was really a slack. (I'm not gonna write down what they say, bcoz it might be offensive to some people). They placed this big billboard at a junction a few months b4 the campaign, but now the pictures have been torn and there were harsh words written on it. How can they, the same people who vows to the crowd about religion, can actually do this?? Think about it.
On roadsides, they placed a lot of banners to criticize each other. Mockery, hatred, revenge, verbal molestation are all over the place! They are doing this without any kind of respect towards each other. If you are educated enough to be able to rule a certain space, and are well raised in the modesty of Islam, how can this manner be such pleasure to you?? Going back to the basics of election, we as the public are supposed to vote for a person in a party which has the credibility, passion, sense, strategy, and a people's heart to organize a certain area. But with such actions, are we now supposed to choose between the one who produce the best mockery, best bitchy words, best sense of hatred to rule?? Are we?? Campaigns are fine, but make it safe and respectful towards each party lah, the one which have the best strategy will win. Not the best verbal violation. We have no right to condemn any other person, let alone within our same religion. Haven't you understand what Islam is trying to tell you? I find it hard to even open my eyes to such people who would jeopardize their believes in the campaigns. It is as if they make Islam as a stone, and who throws the stone the furthest, deserves the publics votes (Please do not argue with me on this, as it is just as how I portray what is currently happening here in front of my eyes). Ya Allah.... What is Islam to you, may I wonder? Modesty, serenity, peace, loving, passion, respect? Or hatred, condemnation, lies, betrayal, confusion? Think.
Owh yeah, not to forget, you know, during campaigns, banners, flags etc are everywhere... Its fine, really, until they have the potential to harm you, then they are not OK OK anymore. Really. These parties are so engrossed in making a statement of "Hey, I actually have money to make lots of banners, so vote for me!" or "This is our territory. Get off!!". Hey, come on laa.. You may place your banners or flags where ever you want, but sometimes think of other's safety, please. Wanna know why?? Hurm...
I almost had a few accidents due to those super big banners. This is the real truth. After counting, 4 times near-accidents have happened. Aiyooo!!! Tie those flags properly laa!! I dont wanna list down how, but really. Think. There was this incident where the police had to bring down some of the small banners due to the maybe-banner-malfunction that could harm the road users, but some of the emo-driven party followers ignited a chaos/riot at that moment. How shallow they are... Think. What would you say if you are the one "yang terkena" with these malfunction flags? If it brings danger to others, why not place it some other else? Come on laa...
I know I have never voted before. Eventhough I am legally able to vote this season, but I cant do so, with lots of pressure of assignments, tests, thesis writing and financial roaming on. I just cant find the time to travel to my hometown and vote. I hope I could next season.
So people, think of the one that you know who can rule the nation with dignity, provides harmony among each citizens, and with peaceful mind within each age. Remember, we are a multi-racial country, so our job is to protect our nation from internal riot between races. Remember, Malaysia is full of culture, thus respect each race and religion with grace.
This post is just an opinion to those out there. None were meant to hurt any party in any possible way. But one thing to share is, to think out of the box.
Let's go back to where I'm supposed to start. Elections=Campaigns. As far as I'm concern, all the places that I've stayed, all ruled by the government. So, it was and still is quite unfamiliar to be under a state influenced by the opposition party. To say, this state still under the gov, but the aura of an opposition party is quite strong here. And that's just the beginning, literally..
I am a Muslim, and I love my religion and country. I have faith in God and in peace. But then again, living here in KT has really challenged my mindset towards their offensive mentality. Why? Let me summarize some things that will make you wonder~
A few years back, the gov ruled this small state and willingly donated RM200 to each locals which was studying in the IPTA, but when the opposition won the following election, they asked each student to return each sen back. Why? I have no idea. Maybe bcoz they dont want their youngsters to be bribed to further their studies.... then look back to all the mat and minah rempit doing their stuffs each night, without consideration of others.
Before the gov won the election again 4 years ago, the city looked very much the same as any undeveloped suburban places. Since they won, the gov has spent a lot of money on raising the state to be a developed state, both economically, and spiritually. A lot has been done to civilize and educate this state to a better future. Including the on-going project of replicas of world's well-known mosques. I'm very thrilled with this idea, due to the fact that we could actually see the wonders of these mosques, eventhough they are just replicas. I'm not financially wealthy, so replicas will do. Hehe.. But the opposition party is so raved about this project, that they are stating this idea was really a slack. (I'm not gonna write down what they say, bcoz it might be offensive to some people). They placed this big billboard at a junction a few months b4 the campaign, but now the pictures have been torn and there were harsh words written on it. How can they, the same people who vows to the crowd about religion, can actually do this?? Think about it.
On roadsides, they placed a lot of banners to criticize each other. Mockery, hatred, revenge, verbal molestation are all over the place! They are doing this without any kind of respect towards each other. If you are educated enough to be able to rule a certain space, and are well raised in the modesty of Islam, how can this manner be such pleasure to you?? Going back to the basics of election, we as the public are supposed to vote for a person in a party which has the credibility, passion, sense, strategy, and a people's heart to organize a certain area. But with such actions, are we now supposed to choose between the one who produce the best mockery, best bitchy words, best sense of hatred to rule?? Are we?? Campaigns are fine, but make it safe and respectful towards each party lah, the one which have the best strategy will win. Not the best verbal violation. We have no right to condemn any other person, let alone within our same religion. Haven't you understand what Islam is trying to tell you? I find it hard to even open my eyes to such people who would jeopardize their believes in the campaigns. It is as if they make Islam as a stone, and who throws the stone the furthest, deserves the publics votes (Please do not argue with me on this, as it is just as how I portray what is currently happening here in front of my eyes). Ya Allah.... What is Islam to you, may I wonder? Modesty, serenity, peace, loving, passion, respect? Or hatred, condemnation, lies, betrayal, confusion? Think.
Owh yeah, not to forget, you know, during campaigns, banners, flags etc are everywhere... Its fine, really, until they have the potential to harm you, then they are not OK OK anymore. Really. These parties are so engrossed in making a statement of "Hey, I actually have money to make lots of banners, so vote for me!" or "This is our territory. Get off!!". Hey, come on laa.. You may place your banners or flags where ever you want, but sometimes think of other's safety, please. Wanna know why?? Hurm...
I almost had a few accidents due to those super big banners. This is the real truth. After counting, 4 times near-accidents have happened. Aiyooo!!! Tie those flags properly laa!! I dont wanna list down how, but really. Think. There was this incident where the police had to bring down some of the small banners due to the maybe-banner-malfunction that could harm the road users, but some of the emo-driven party followers ignited a chaos/riot at that moment. How shallow they are... Think. What would you say if you are the one "yang terkena" with these malfunction flags? If it brings danger to others, why not place it some other else? Come on laa...
I know I have never voted before. Eventhough I am legally able to vote this season, but I cant do so, with lots of pressure of assignments, tests, thesis writing and financial roaming on. I just cant find the time to travel to my hometown and vote. I hope I could next season.
So people, think of the one that you know who can rule the nation with dignity, provides harmony among each citizens, and with peaceful mind within each age. Remember, we are a multi-racial country, so our job is to protect our nation from internal riot between races. Remember, Malaysia is full of culture, thus respect each race and religion with grace.
This post is just an opinion to those out there. None were meant to hurt any party in any possible way. But one thing to share is, to think out of the box.
Friday, February 22
Tribute to Love
As a human being, life is sometimes cruel to you. As you walk further and face more obstacles, you become more mature, no matter how small the difference is. Some people have parents to refer to, some lean on their best mates for strength, while others may only depend on their believes for faith. As for me, I have my own team of hearts to where i can fall on. And today, I'm taking this advantage of telling them how much they mean to me, no matter how far or close, no matter how feminine or macho, no matter how much attention or ignorant you are towards me. You guys are the best that I will never ever let go til He separate me from earth. So, this is for you, my loves...
These are the ones that I love. These are the ones that I respect. These are the ones that I pray for. For they always have faith in me.
Always.
And I have faith in them.
Infinitive gratitude to Allah s.w.t,
For He has created a humble servant, surrounded with love and tranquility.
He is my soul, without it, I'm dead.
Beloved Papa,
For he was and still is my backbone, where the strength lies deep.
Without him, I would be limp for life.
A comfort of a family,
Where I can remain solitude in peace, protected from harm of the outside world.
Without them, I'm alone in the war field.
To my lovely sister, Jee,
She is the brain of mine, each thought is so thoughtful.
Without her, I'm a mental.
To my four beautiful angels, Lilo, Dayah, Nabie, and Al,
You are the running blood in my veins, serene warmth with each flow.
Without you, I'm a walking zombie.
To my three loyal soldiers, Fairus, Nerd and Nazrin,
You are the wrath that wraps around me, being immune to all hazards and blunders.
Without you, I'm prone to weakness and destruction.
To my little babies, Chi Chi and Heho,
You are the joy in life, the best medicines of somber.
Without you, I'm crack.
For He has created a humble servant, surrounded with love and tranquility.
He is my soul, without it, I'm dead.
Beloved Papa,
For he was and still is my backbone, where the strength lies deep.
Without him, I would be limp for life.
A comfort of a family,
Where I can remain solitude in peace, protected from harm of the outside world.
Without them, I'm alone in the war field.
To my lovely sister, Jee,
She is the brain of mine, each thought is so thoughtful.
Without her, I'm a mental.
To my four beautiful angels, Lilo, Dayah, Nabie, and Al,
You are the running blood in my veins, serene warmth with each flow.
Without you, I'm a walking zombie.
To my three loyal soldiers, Fairus, Nerd and Nazrin,
You are the wrath that wraps around me, being immune to all hazards and blunders.
Without you, I'm prone to weakness and destruction.
To my little babies, Chi Chi and Heho,
You are the joy in life, the best medicines of somber.
Without you, I'm crack.
These are the ones that I love. These are the ones that I respect. These are the ones that I pray for. For they always have faith in me.
Always.
And I have faith in them.
Thursday, February 14
Valentine's Day
Here, sitting in d silence,
With echoes of sappy songs humming,
And scratching the heartstrings,
But those words are true friends of mine.
A mind off in a kingdom afar,
Only true voices may find its shadow,
Heavy and empty, it flew,
To the end of the world.
Dewdrops fall on the harsh earth,
Angels had flown to eternity,
Cruel wind burns the scars,
As thunderstorms approaching nearby.
Flower buds had decayed,
The sun ruptures each breath,
None to hold and comfort,
Common emptiness blossoms.
Craving a space for warmth,
With idyllic serenity to grasp,
Reality turning as gravity,
For a world filled with love.
Meet me,
Meet me at the end of the world,
And save me.
Save me.
And scratching the heartstrings,
But those words are true friends of mine.
A mind off in a kingdom afar,
Only true voices may find its shadow,
Heavy and empty, it flew,
To the end of the world.
Dewdrops fall on the harsh earth,
Angels had flown to eternity,
Cruel wind burns the scars,
As thunderstorms approaching nearby.
Flower buds had decayed,
The sun ruptures each breath,
None to hold and comfort,
Common emptiness blossoms.
Craving a space for warmth,
With idyllic serenity to grasp,
Reality turning as gravity,
For a world filled with love.
Meet me,
Meet me at the end of the world,
And save me.
Save me.
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